She looked into the mirror, and saw a pretty girl hiding beneath beard stubble;
Her heart ached with longing for things she could never have,
Except at the expense of a bottle.
An injection.
A chemical to evoke change, and make her become
What she already was –
A glorious butterfly.
With love, and laughter, and a great deal of pain –
And a general fucked-upness;
She became strength,
She became power,
She became who she was.
Beauty beyond all others, none can compare –
At least, that’s what I tell her,
When she looks in the mirror.
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Carly Zee is friend and lover to all things magic and fantastical, and when she’s not on stage, she writes poetry and erotica.