Why do I so enjoy
being a ghost?
Haunting my own home
sitting in an empty rocking chair
making the afghan sway
back and forth
back and forth
listening in
on happy dialogues
monologues
epilogues
of the most treasured memories
any person could ever hope to have
and being central
but absent,
like a ‘with regret’ response
on an invitation sent to the
Maid of Honour
or Best Man.
“Your peace is about to be lost”
shatters the experience like a cry
“Mama!”
and I am revitalized
by force
resurrected
to fight for my pen and paper.
All of my roles are made
present tense
and so must I be.
Only a shadow
of the ghost
remains over it all,
haunting this house.
Why do I so enjoy
being a ghost?
Haunting my own home
sitting in an empty rocking chair
making the afghan sway
back and forth
back and forth
listening in
on happy dialogues
monologues
epilogues
of the most treasured memories
any person could ever hope to have
and being central
but absent,
like a ‘with regret’ response
on an invitation sent to the
Maid of Honour
or Best Man.
“Your peace is about to be lost”
shatters the experience like a cry
“Mama!”
and I am revitalized
by force
resurrected
to fight for my pen and paper.
All of my roles are made
present tense
and so must I be.
Only a shadow
of the ghost
remains over it all,
haunting this house.
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Alexa Farley writes poetry and short stories in the Georgian Bay area of southern Ontario. Her inspiration is drawn as much from the beauty that surrounds her as it is from her own ridiculous fallibility.