Her mind drifted through the aeons
In ancient times when a group of travellers
was met with violence
And those seeking peace offered up virgins instead
The screams of the women in the darkness
And the spilling of blood
of a different sort
Was deemed acceptable by those around her
In the beginning, there was –
Man’s word, twisted into lies.
She picked up her sword and glanced down at the blade, the edge gleaming in cold light
She, who was known by many names throughout time
Shiva the destroyer; Angel of darkness
And giver of life
Blood runs from her hands in both birth
And in death.
Her thoughts drifted again throughout history
Where the screams of women were met by indifference
Rights falsely proclaimed on wedding nights amid protests and cries
As their bodies were claimed by both church and state.
Sitting high above on her perch,
With wings furled around her
She saw
Voices long silenced
Or not considered at all
Deemed foolish and silly;
Yet carried the load of many
On long wearied shoulders
Hands held to fevered brows
Bloodstained as they guided new life into the world
And those same hands,
Long suffering,
Eased those out of it.
Birth and death intertwined, a constant truth
Time and time again,
Those born into a sea of bloodshed
Had no memory or recollection of the sacrifices made on their behalf
And chose instead to participate in a slaughter of sorts
Tissues still developing
Yet possessing particular traits
Was deemed unfit
‘Enough of them around already’
‘And such a hard lot in life’
‘Better to spare her from all this’
She stretched out her wings,
Unfurling
And admired their dark glossiness
Perfect for gliding into the night
She beat her wings – once, twice, and again and again –
Testing slender feathers
And sharp blade
The angel unfolded her wings and launched into flight
Her sword by her side
And the voices of a multitude behind her
For this time
The Angel of Death would be
Merciless.
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Carly Zee is a writer and poet who pushes many boundaries and truths. Carly can be found at https://carlyzee.wordpress.com/